So here we go again. It's been months. I feel so out of the loop. I am going to say it. I almost feel like I have somewhat failed. The boulders that have been put in my path have really put a hitch in my get a long. Sometimes, life doesn't work out the way we planned it to say the least. I thought the path that I was on was gonna keep that steady course forever. Boy was I mistaken. So now, I am uprooting my life, starting over. Every aspect and dynamic is changing. I have wanted to give up, for the first time. I have felt afraid and alone. What am I doing? Who am I kidding? What was I thinking!!?? I recently was reflecting on all of my adventures in this business. I had come so far to turn back. How could I give up now? I am not a quitter!
I was in LA looking for a new place to live. Oh, by the way, I am moving. I am so excited, nervous, and ready. I received a call. Someone that I had spoken to about my product. He works for a high profile television show and we had agreed that I needed to get my product to his producers asap! After all that had been going on, we had fallen out of contact, he had been busy editing the finale of his three shows, and well I had been sorting out the major details, or life of mine these days. So that was amazing. Also great timing, considering my state of humdrum these days. Eeyore attitude was getting old anyway. Also my creative, amazing, multi-talented darker male version of Martha Stewart friend had informed me that he had started a magazine and offered me a page in it! How to make treats at home for his Halloween Issue. So, the logs are being put back into the fire. I just need a serious blast to my mo jo. So I'm doing it. Chugging and plugging along. I know it gets tough, and nothing worth having is easy. All I keep thinking, is gosh my life would make a great book someday. Next on my list of to do's, cause seriously people, you have no idea. Sweets and treats and only good eats! Until next time, may the break not be so long until we meet again.....
For to many reality symbollizes dreams. Dreamers often feel free to symbolize reality.
Posted by: agent marshmallow | August 04, 2011 at 10:53 PM
For to many reality symbollizes dreams. Dreamers often feel free to symbolize reality.
Posted by: agent marshmallow | August 04, 2011 at 10:54 PM
For to many reality symbollizes dreams. Dreamers often feel free to symbolize reality.
Posted by: agent marshmallow | August 04, 2011 at 10:54 PM
For to many reality symbollizes dreams. Dreamers often feel free to symbolize reality.
Posted by: agent marshmallow | August 04, 2011 at 10:54 PM