Edge of desire. One of my favorite songs. Irrellivant that its completley unrelated to food but none the less it motivates me just the same. These days ny view from the kitchen has changed. My surroundings are different. Quite frankly, my life has been completley turned upside down. But I still have my marshmallows! It's ironic. When I started this journey, I was sobbing on my floor, lost, directionless. I had something inside me. But what? I asked for direction. I was given this gift. The journey began. I wasn't scared for the first time in my life I lept into a world unknown fearless ready to take on the world. I knew I could do it. It was my time. Things happened without rhyme or reason. It still gives me chills. I'm in a different place now, not sure of things in my personal circumstances, but in a strong certainty that Sugar Sugar Coconut is on the path exactly where I want it to go. Carving its way like water does through rocks, slowly but surely opening a path to a great and endless wide open. So as I stare in to a mixing bowl full of marshmallow fluff, it still gets to me. I tear up, get on my knees and just give thanks. Thanks for feeling complete. For being able to see the joy in others, to share my story and to do what I love and love what I do. I can truley say I feel as full as a the river after the warm spring rain. My cup runs over. I'm blessed and every day gets better. It still applies...pinch me.
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